But still the question lies,
why am i created this way if i cannot offer my love.
to have it received and reciprocated in full.
i know the hope for "someday" dances in my head.
nevertheless isn't this a battle we woman face?
"can't you close your eyes and love with the heart.
won't you find me captivating? won't you faithfully stay?"
i do not look outside myself for salvation,
i look to the holy spirit within.
to balance and bring me peace.