Thursday, August 25, 2011

Day 24 and Day 25: together...We drink lots of coffee...

Today in the midst of all the changes that have been happening
we hulled up in a coffee shop to be "together" he studying and I doing art and reading...
Iv been learning a lot of personal stuff this season of life and its not always been easy.
Its the kinds of things you talk about over coffee for hours to close friends.
Good things though but often painful things
and I feel like its time I changed some things in my life...
Iv been doing art and dreaming for a lot of years now
in small attempts I have accomplished many things im proud of.
But its time to have courage again and pursue those yearnings.
Its time to put a lil effort into me time... Iv gotten lost in the routine of work and the very lovely love I found myself a few months ago.
Now its time to focus and delve deeper into my future...
Im about to turn 22 and although that seems young to many, it means I want to invest in being grown up... I want to accomplish things i'm proud of and have deep relationships with the woman I love. Whats ahead is unknown and Im not always very fond of that.
But I need to create and i'm hoping those of you who know me or don't will help me in this journey... I am an artist... I want to use the gifts Gods given me and take ownership of them..
Its time to step out...
Imported beers so far has been a fun and some times nasty tasting adventure...

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